Today I celebrate my Baptismal day. I will never forget a homily I heard at Mass
when I was in high school. The priest
said that we should celebrate our Baptismal day, as it is just as important, if
not more important than our Birthday. It
is the day I became a part of God’s family; the day I became an adopted
daughter of Christ. This should change
the way I live and who I live for.
I am very thankful for the home I was brought up in. As I continue to “grow up,” I see more and
more the blessings of having such wonderful parents and the way they raised
me. They brought me up in the Church,
and by God’s grace, I have seen how important it is to keep that faith.
You see, I have learned a lot about suffering since 2005. I was diagnosed with a digestive disease in September
2005 and life hasn’t exactly been easy since then. Dealing with it day in and day out can be
hard. I have learned, though, that I have
been given the gift of persistence, so I am able to keep on keeping on. The Lord has given me the strength and grace
to be able to graduate with a Bachelor’s and Master’s degree, get my CPA
license, get married, work full time and be promoted, move to Arizona, buy a
house, and those are just the big things.
He gives me grace each day to do the little things in life.
Through the suffering, I believe I am becoming a more
compassionate and empathetic person. I
have also become a lot better cook (at least I think so =))! God can use suffering if we allow him to. It is a process in learning how to give this
suffering to him and I’m still learning!
I say all of this to say that without faith, it would be very hard to
see value in this suffering. I’m so
thankful for this gift of faith, which all started on May 4, 1986, the day I was
baptized.